Emotions suck. End of story.

During the past month and a half, there have only been a handful of times that I've cried. Today is one of them. Do you ever have so much that you want to say to someone, but it just never seems like a good time and so you put it off and put it off, and in the mean time it affects you more and more? Yeah. That's happening to me. There are so many things that I'm feeling, and I want to tell you, but I don't know how. And even if I did, you might not talk to me anymore. And that can't happen. You're still my best friend, and I miss you every single day. I just don't know what to do.