Useless

Do you ever have those moments when someone you love is hurting or upset or depressed, and you want to help them so badly but there's nothing you can do? I'm dealing with that. I feel so useless. Like nothing I do or say will help. And I hate it. I hate it so much. But I don't know what else there is to do. All I can do is make sure he knows I'm always here and will never leave and I will help in any way I possibly can. Blah.. It still sucks though. 

Fantasticalness

I would honestly have to say that this has been one of the best weeks I've had in a long time. A long one, for sure. But amazing. It started out by getting to go have some froyo with my sissy and the kiddos, then I got to FaceTime with my love for almost 3 hours, then I got a call for an interview, then went to the interview and was offered the job on the spot, got to spend time with my best friend, got some much needed clothing, I got my long awaited ipsy bag, and then I got a surprise visit from my second mom! I've worked all of the past four days, but they've been amazing. One downfall, however, is that I only got my ipsy yesterday, and today I accidentally broke the bronzes from it.... Thank god for the alcohol trick! Well, I'm off to lala land for the night. Goodnight, lovelies!

Confusion at it's finest

You know, the male species is extremely confusing. I'm not saying that women aren't crazy, confusing, emotional wrecks half the time, because we are. But, seriously. Why can't a guy just tell you he likes you and continue on that path, rather than saying it and talking for a while and then he'll start acting closed off and then be back to normal a couple days later. It's difficult! You'd think after 3 years I'd be used to it, but I'm still not. I just don't understand, I guess. And you know, I don't know if I ever will, so I guess I'm just gonna have to get used to it. Blargh! -_-